To say my prior record in relationships is poor is an understatement on the level of saying that the War on Terror was poorly planned. At various times I had contemplated a life a celibacy. Not through choice you understand, it was rather thrust upon me.
However one of the side effects of my new found fitness is an increase in confidence and the fact that I look pretty damned good. So I’ve been enjoying an increase in success with the ladies. I’ve flirted, had dates, one night stands and flings. In fact I would say I’ve had more sex in the last year then I’ve probably had in my entire life if you discount that rather enjoyable period in my early teens.
As it stands right now, I’m not looking to get married or father any children. I don’t want the serious relationship and have no intention of falling in love. I am however enjoying playing the field. I don’t go into things with the intention of shagging and running but if all it turns out to be is a one night thing or a fling then that’s fine. If it turns out to be more then that’s also good. I do have a self satisfied smirk on my face at times when I think of the previous women that have messed me around. Is my carrying on now some sort of revenge against them? Perhaps.
Then again I don’t see why I shouldn’t exploit my new found attractiveness to the women. It’s not like I’m married and cheating on someone is it?
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